Just because I thought I was missing you
I had a reason why I wanted to cry
But it seems to occur more often now
I cannot stand to be alone anymoreIn my heart, the
balance I protect,
Is turning and twisting because of how I feel
Is just a dream I have alone?
Why am I desperate to be in love with you?
I love you, I love you--that's why I'm afraid!
Because within my heart there is another person
Who must have everything and have it now!
*I want to be with you more, want you to see me
But if it isn't good for you, I'll stay away
I always want you near, close to my heart
But for some reason, I have to act bitter and cold
I want to be with you more, yet I must say
Within my heart, I think that there are two of me!
It's unpleasant to have to face the truth
I'd much prefer a simple, painless new way
But it's hard to convince myself again
So please forgive me if I lie to your face
You don't see the love I have to give
Everytime, everytime I've shown it to you
I wish I could tell you with one word
Love's not an object, it's too hard to explain
It's okay! I'm telling you, things are okay!
However, I've been hurt too many times, too many ways
And inside my heart I'm feeling pain
Yet I just want to see you, want you to see me
Since I think that you might enjoy being with me
I want your soft embrace, that's what my life needs
I'll be patient and wait until things go my way
I want to be with you more, yet I must say
In my heart now, I'm crying with both sides of me
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